I'll keep it short, since you're checking comments via your cellie. I'm glad you're generally okay, I'm glad you have options, no matter what you say, I STILL think you're putting relationship too high on the priority list but I know you'll do what you want to do and devil take the critics and I hope that you're able to find a job (soon!) to keep body and soul together and a roof over your head whilst you figure out what's going on. Good luck!