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awesomesprout) wrote2004-03-01 08:48 am
awesomesprout) wrote2004-03-01 08:48 am
The big mondayrific updatearoonie :)
Things talked about in this monday's update:
0. Weekend stuff
1. School
2. Work
3. Social
4. Living ( new home phone number included )
5. Money
6. Love
Soooo. This weekend was PACKED! but fun :)
Friday: Got off work and picked up Bizerk at Bart. Then I went and picked up my co-worker, Marc. We went to this AWESOME club in the city called 26mix. Marc did an hour long set of some breakbeats ( Marc's a dj too ). After that we headed to mountain view and snagged CJ. It was then time to head over to Oakland and go to the club.
We got to the club and while Bizerk was setting up, Cj and I went and got chinese food :) It was hecksta good :) We then went to the club and at about 12:30 I was exhausted so she and I Went and slept in my car. Jessica didn't her afterwork nap so she needed sleep :)
We drove back to mountain view at 2pm and grabbed krispy kreme cuz I needed some sugar.
Saturday: We woke up and made the costco run. Then it was back to hayward to get Bizerk's truck. Over to concord to grab my stuff from Johanna and Alex's and then to Pleasant hill to move it all in :) Tho I was running late everything went smoothly.
Then I went and did some nude modelling for a group of figure drawers. They said I did an AWESOME job and that I could do it professionally if I got into a guild. I was told that the lines of my body were really great in the way that they flowed one to another. And that I posed very naturally :) So yay!! :) A possible side job opportunity :)
After that, Bizerk and I headed to his place to drop off his truck and then we grabbed food and went to the club to make an " appearance. " At about midnight we headed home and just slept! I was sooooo exhausted.
Sunday: We woke up and got ready. I took bizerk home and picked up my friend/co-worker Erika. We went to walnut creek and had lunch at P.F. Chang's. Oh my god. That place is the bomb. not only is the food dope the eye candy there is... :: Drool :: I just can't describe it. And there's this guy that went to my high school who works there named Nick. I swear to god. The boy looks dead on like Brad Pitt... ohhh yes.. I got his number :) woot! So yes, fun times.
She and I then went to get her a tattoo and then I took her home.
I got home and just set up my computer and hung out and relaxed :) Gooooood times :) Woot :)
So I dropped my monday class today. That would be mythology. It was just getting to be too much. And I'm allowed to only have 9 credits for the first semester of being on financial aid. I just have to have 12 units after this semester. I am REALLY far behind in that class with no hope of catching up. I hadn't even bought the book yet. I found the class fascinating and I love mythology but I just can't handle it right now. And that extra day off will REALLY help me get caught up on my life in general. I feel like I've let people down. I don't like feeling like that. But I had to do what was needed to keep my sanity. And I'm sorry to those who are disappointed in me. But I'm still in school. I'm just one class shorter on my already teetering load. Thanks for helpin' me get my foot in the door, Ryan. :) You rawk!
Other than that. I have a german test tomorrow. A speech due on thursday ( but I'm gonna do it next week so I have more time to prepare ), I need to practice my monologue. I STILL NEED PEOPLE TO LISTEN TO ME READ MY MONOLOGUE. WHO WANTS TO PLAY AUDIENCE? I'LL FEED YOU!!! :)
And yes. So :) School is getting more bearable and I have a lot less stress now that I've dropped that class.
Work is great still :) The people I work with are so fucking awesome. And the work itself is fun because it's something new everyday. And here, I feel more like I'm needed and that people rely on me. Woot :)
At this point in my life. Everything is where I want it to be. I wouldn't mind having a little more money. BUT, Socially and everywhere else. It's fucking sweet. People tell me on a daily basis how awesome I am to hang out with or talk to or whatever. It makes me feel good to be wanted this much again. It's be a while since I've been this social and this is a place in my life I've ALWAYS wanted to be at but just have never been able to reach. Now I have. And I'm loving every maxed out minute of it :) I almost have to thank James for dumping me. Simply because had we not broken up. I wouldn't be where I am today. Him dumping me wouldn't have set the course for the events that have molded my life for the last 2 or so months. And I also have to thank all of my amazing friends who've been there for me, even if it was just to ping me to see how I was. Though small, even those little things count and are remembered. Thank you everyone.
My roommate(s) are fucking awesome! I feel so comfortable in my apartment. Currently, the people living there are me, jason, sonja, ginger, mary anne, and keroppi :) the last three names are the kitties :) ( yes. his cats are named ginger and mary anne) Sonja is Jason's ex. It's actually her apartment or was til midnight last night. She's staying with us for a while which is fine cuz she's awesome too :) And jason is just hilarious. :) His kitties are cool too :)
Like last night. Jason was like all in love with my computer and so all three of us chilled on my floor watching anime music videos, zim and the video for yatta :) IT was soooo fun!! They're totally laid back and just fun to talk to :)
I think I did pretty durn good, if I say so myself :)
My home phone number is: ninetwofive.ninethreefour.eightninesixthree
I can't make long distance calls until prolly the 15th so either call me or e-mail ( which is still the best way to get a hold of me ) and if it's local I can call back. Or call out. Blahhh :) Will do what I Can. If it means finding a pay phone I will :)
BLAH I NEED A CELL PHONE!! :)
So I only have a little bit of money to last me for the next two weeks. But! It's ok. Cuz I have food. I went to costco on saturday with CJ and her friend Dave, and I only had a one hundred dollar budget. So we get up to the register and I have this cart FULL of food. We all made guesses at how much it was gonna cost. The consensus was at about 110. It only ended up costing: $88.44!!!! WOOO!! And I used the little money left over to get a few smaller items from safeway!!! SWEET JESUS I STUCK TO A BUDGET!! :) I am so fucking proud of myself. Dood, even my grandma gave me the thumbs up!!
And. I was at this tattoo place in concord yesterday.. and I came sooo close to spending my matress money on a tattoo. But I didn't. I used mondo self control and I didn't spend it. I'm so proud :)
So I had to have the, " I don't have time for a relationship right now " talk with bizerk on saturday night. I.. felt bad. But I also felt it needed to be done because I could tell he was getting wayyy ahead of where I wanted to be and I had to stop it. Also, I really REALLY like him and I REALLY want to do this right because the next relationship or so I get into will hopefully be the last one for a long while.
Still gonna be poly but in terms of my primary situation. I'm tired of the instability and the bullshit. I need to regain my control and maintain where I'm at.
But he makes me happy. And we have SOOOO much fun together. I feel comfortable with him and I can just be myself. That's a rare feeling I Get with people. And I hold onto it when I find it.
Woo go me :)
Schedule for the week of: March 1st - March 7th, 2004:
Monday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Possible shoe shopping with co-worker. No definite plans yet.
Tuesday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Break 5pm-6:45pm. School from 7-10pm. Sleep by 11.
Weds.: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Break 5pm-6:45pm. School from 7-10. Sleep by 11.
Thursday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Break 5pm-6:45pm. School from 7-10pm. Sleep by 11.
Friday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Nap from 5pm-7pm. Club from 8:30pm-3am.
Saturday: Move stuff from storage to apartment. Trip to Ikea. No plans saturday night.
Sunday: No plans
0. Weekend stuff
1. School
2. Work
3. Social
4. Living ( new home phone number included )
5. Money
6. Love
Soooo. This weekend was PACKED! but fun :)
Friday: Got off work and picked up Bizerk at Bart. Then I went and picked up my co-worker, Marc. We went to this AWESOME club in the city called 26mix. Marc did an hour long set of some breakbeats ( Marc's a dj too ). After that we headed to mountain view and snagged CJ. It was then time to head over to Oakland and go to the club.
We got to the club and while Bizerk was setting up, Cj and I went and got chinese food :) It was hecksta good :) We then went to the club and at about 12:30 I was exhausted so she and I Went and slept in my car. Jessica didn't her afterwork nap so she needed sleep :)
We drove back to mountain view at 2pm and grabbed krispy kreme cuz I needed some sugar.
Saturday: We woke up and made the costco run. Then it was back to hayward to get Bizerk's truck. Over to concord to grab my stuff from Johanna and Alex's and then to Pleasant hill to move it all in :) Tho I was running late everything went smoothly.
Then I went and did some nude modelling for a group of figure drawers. They said I did an AWESOME job and that I could do it professionally if I got into a guild. I was told that the lines of my body were really great in the way that they flowed one to another. And that I posed very naturally :) So yay!! :) A possible side job opportunity :)
After that, Bizerk and I headed to his place to drop off his truck and then we grabbed food and went to the club to make an " appearance. " At about midnight we headed home and just slept! I was sooooo exhausted.
Sunday: We woke up and got ready. I took bizerk home and picked up my friend/co-worker Erika. We went to walnut creek and had lunch at P.F. Chang's. Oh my god. That place is the bomb. not only is the food dope the eye candy there is... :: Drool :: I just can't describe it. And there's this guy that went to my high school who works there named Nick. I swear to god. The boy looks dead on like Brad Pitt... ohhh yes.. I got his number :) woot! So yes, fun times.
She and I then went to get her a tattoo and then I took her home.
I got home and just set up my computer and hung out and relaxed :) Gooooood times :) Woot :)
So I dropped my monday class today. That would be mythology. It was just getting to be too much. And I'm allowed to only have 9 credits for the first semester of being on financial aid. I just have to have 12 units after this semester. I am REALLY far behind in that class with no hope of catching up. I hadn't even bought the book yet. I found the class fascinating and I love mythology but I just can't handle it right now. And that extra day off will REALLY help me get caught up on my life in general. I feel like I've let people down. I don't like feeling like that. But I had to do what was needed to keep my sanity. And I'm sorry to those who are disappointed in me. But I'm still in school. I'm just one class shorter on my already teetering load. Thanks for helpin' me get my foot in the door, Ryan. :) You rawk!
Other than that. I have a german test tomorrow. A speech due on thursday ( but I'm gonna do it next week so I have more time to prepare ), I need to practice my monologue. I STILL NEED PEOPLE TO LISTEN TO ME READ MY MONOLOGUE. WHO WANTS TO PLAY AUDIENCE? I'LL FEED YOU!!! :)
And yes. So :) School is getting more bearable and I have a lot less stress now that I've dropped that class.
Work is great still :) The people I work with are so fucking awesome. And the work itself is fun because it's something new everyday. And here, I feel more like I'm needed and that people rely on me. Woot :)
At this point in my life. Everything is where I want it to be. I wouldn't mind having a little more money. BUT, Socially and everywhere else. It's fucking sweet. People tell me on a daily basis how awesome I am to hang out with or talk to or whatever. It makes me feel good to be wanted this much again. It's be a while since I've been this social and this is a place in my life I've ALWAYS wanted to be at but just have never been able to reach. Now I have. And I'm loving every maxed out minute of it :) I almost have to thank James for dumping me. Simply because had we not broken up. I wouldn't be where I am today. Him dumping me wouldn't have set the course for the events that have molded my life for the last 2 or so months. And I also have to thank all of my amazing friends who've been there for me, even if it was just to ping me to see how I was. Though small, even those little things count and are remembered. Thank you everyone.
My roommate(s) are fucking awesome! I feel so comfortable in my apartment. Currently, the people living there are me, jason, sonja, ginger, mary anne, and keroppi :) the last three names are the kitties :) ( yes. his cats are named ginger and mary anne) Sonja is Jason's ex. It's actually her apartment or was til midnight last night. She's staying with us for a while which is fine cuz she's awesome too :) And jason is just hilarious. :) His kitties are cool too :)
Like last night. Jason was like all in love with my computer and so all three of us chilled on my floor watching anime music videos, zim and the video for yatta :) IT was soooo fun!! They're totally laid back and just fun to talk to :)
I think I did pretty durn good, if I say so myself :)
My home phone number is: ninetwofive.ninethreefour.eightninesixthree
I can't make long distance calls until prolly the 15th so either call me or e-mail ( which is still the best way to get a hold of me ) and if it's local I can call back. Or call out. Blahhh :) Will do what I Can. If it means finding a pay phone I will :)
BLAH I NEED A CELL PHONE!! :)
So I only have a little bit of money to last me for the next two weeks. But! It's ok. Cuz I have food. I went to costco on saturday with CJ and her friend Dave, and I only had a one hundred dollar budget. So we get up to the register and I have this cart FULL of food. We all made guesses at how much it was gonna cost. The consensus was at about 110. It only ended up costing: $88.44!!!! WOOO!! And I used the little money left over to get a few smaller items from safeway!!! SWEET JESUS I STUCK TO A BUDGET!! :) I am so fucking proud of myself. Dood, even my grandma gave me the thumbs up!!
And. I was at this tattoo place in concord yesterday.. and I came sooo close to spending my matress money on a tattoo. But I didn't. I used mondo self control and I didn't spend it. I'm so proud :)
So I had to have the, " I don't have time for a relationship right now " talk with bizerk on saturday night. I.. felt bad. But I also felt it needed to be done because I could tell he was getting wayyy ahead of where I wanted to be and I had to stop it. Also, I really REALLY like him and I REALLY want to do this right because the next relationship or so I get into will hopefully be the last one for a long while.
Still gonna be poly but in terms of my primary situation. I'm tired of the instability and the bullshit. I need to regain my control and maintain where I'm at.
But he makes me happy. And we have SOOOO much fun together. I feel comfortable with him and I can just be myself. That's a rare feeling I Get with people. And I hold onto it when I find it.
Woo go me :)
Schedule for the week of: March 1st - March 7th, 2004:
Monday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Possible shoe shopping with co-worker. No definite plans yet.
Tuesday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Break 5pm-6:45pm. School from 7-10pm. Sleep by 11.
Weds.: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Break 5pm-6:45pm. School from 7-10. Sleep by 11.
Thursday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Break 5pm-6:45pm. School from 7-10pm. Sleep by 11.
Friday: Work- 7:30am-4pm. Nap from 5pm-7pm. Club from 8:30pm-3am.
Saturday: Move stuff from storage to apartment. Trip to Ikea. No plans saturday night.
Sunday: No plans