ARGGG!!

[awesomesprout]

I HATE THIS! I hate where I am in life.

I have no job.

I have little money.

I have no home.

I have almost no debt anymore.

I have all this fucking pressure to do things that I feel like i'm only failing at!

I feel like a piece of chewed up bubblegum.

People push me. People judge me. People step on me. People fight me. People ignore me. People hurt me. People scream and yell at me. People anger me and tell me to stop being angry because I have no right to be. People put me down.

I need to get out of this place. I just want to run away. I want to be in a place where I feel like people want me there.

I want to stop feeling like i'm floating and anchor to something for once.

God I fucking hate this.

HATE IT.