I have no job. No money. I WILL be kicked out if I don't get a job. I have a lot of things emotionally that I'm dealing with right now. I feel like I'm failing in my life at everything I'm doing and as of recently my relationship is the only exception to that.

Just because I don't post all that's bothering me there's a lot going on that only a select few know about...

I CANNOT go to college right now.
I CANNOT do my own thing because I owe about 10 thousand dollars in debt along with whatever is left on my car.

I have a LOT going on. I just don't feel like telling the entire world about it...