Eh. I'll get to it eventually.....

Alright alright. So I'm updating. I'm SO sure all you people missed whatever I've not said in the last few days.

And truthfully. My mind is a blur. I'm tired. I haven't thrown up in exactly.... 5 hours which has got to be a record as of late. And. I shall update tomorrow.

STOP GROANING! I FRACKIN HEARD THAT!!!

:: grumbles something about these ungrateful kids today... ::

Now. Jessica is going to get some sleep. It may not be a lot of sleep mind you, my body hasn't been doing too well in that department either. But when I'm rested. I shall speak.

Deal?

AY! WHO THE FUCK THREW THAT?! Oh that's it.....

Hey Ryan...

I have some bad news.

I called the financial aid office.

And the bad news is you're going to be having to see a lot more of me.

BWAHAHAHAH!!

I got the waiver foo!

Hummmm doot dee dooooo.....

N stuff.

The end.

( hehe, just kidding )

Soooo. Ya'll miss me? Don't lie. You know you did.

They ALWAYS miss me... :) Rawr.

So anyways. What a crazy ass bunch of few days it's been..

Hung out with Ethan.
Practiced my stick driving skills. Getting a lot better.
Got financial aid from DVC.
Hung out with Johanna.
Hung out with Eric.
Saw James.
Went to the Castro and hung out.
Got my acrylics taken off.

( this isn't in order that it happened by the way )

I'm doing more productive things.

I have to take 12 units to even attempt to get my voucher. I'm going to apply for jobs on monday and put my car on swapalease.com tomorrow.

I have some options right now. I like having options. I didn't feel like I ahd any before and now I have a little more room to breathe.

I'm back to my stronger and more productive self again.

I really hope I can get to where I want to be.

Time will tell. And I can only be myself.

Will you love me again?

I can only offer you this which stands before you.

This model is slightly used. But still pretty new. Low miles. Few dents. And an all around huge amount of strength and reliability.

Take a test drive. You might end up buying today.

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THANK YOU ICON GODDESS FOR MY NEW ICON!! :)

Who I am.

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