Just... trying not to think.

[x] I am: Jessica Linn McCarthy
[x] I hurt: When I'm smacked emotionally
[x] I love: James.
[x] I want: To be able to trust again.
[x] I hate: Feeling insecure and hurt.
[x] I cry: Lately, a lot.
[x] I fear: Abandonment
[x] I hope: For few things.
[x] I feel alone: When I'm ignored.
[x] I waste: Very little.
[x] I talk: When people listen.
[x] I break: Preconcieved notions of who I am.
[x] I don't remember: When I last had faith.
[x] I sleep with: James or my stuffed bear that James got me, Ivan.
[x] I hide: When I feel attacked.
[x] I drive: Fast.
[x] I burn: Through books.
[x] I breathe: All the time.
[x] I miss: Feeling comfortable and having my own home.
[x] I feel: Very lonely.
[x] I know: I'm loved.
[x] I dream: Of things related to James...
[x] I live: Anywhere I can.
[x] I die: when my body shuts down.
[x] I'm listening to: The t.v.
[x] Tomorrow I will: Go and run errands and try not to think.
[x] I will talk to: Anyone who will talk to me.
[x] I will kiss: James...
[x] Do you have a B/F?: Yes
[x] Do you like anyone?: Yah. Myself.
[x] Nicknames?: Sprout, Jess, Hon, Snowpea, Chick with the hair.

5 things you can do

[1] Be funny
[2] Try new things
[3] Dance
[4] Suggest good trance music
[5] Origami

5 Things You Can't Do

[1] Fly
[2] Be strong forever
[3] Not breathe
[4] Draw
[5] Be untruthful