Yah. Whatever.

So I'm home n stuff.. And no... the contest isn't happening. I couldn't get enough people. Oh well.. saves me money ;) So yes... stuff n stuff.....

I talked to the person whom I wanted to speak with and said a lot of things that needed to be said... so yes.. I'm more informed now... not with EVERYTHING I wanted to know but hey.. it's better than nothing I suppose. I'm still upset about certain things but nothin I can do about it...

So I had an interview today at another staffing place and they gave me a 3 day assignment for this weekend... so I work friday, saturday, and sunday. so that's once again... better than nothing.

I just feel very blah right now. The realization that my time limit for finding a job and things is drawing closer and closer. And frankly. That scares the hell out of me. But I'm trying.... I just need to get something solid and once that happens things will be so much better for me and other people.

Welp. Uhm yah. I guess that's about it. Just gonna mull around the house... do my laundry... watch t.v. and go to bed. Maybe if I sleep a lot, the time will pass faster. I also have some pent up anger that I'll get out by mixing some beats... well.. uhm.. lates ya'll....


And remember... no one can tell you're crying in the shower...