" So uh... do you like driving the uh... bug? " - The cop who pulled me over tonight...

Well well well:) I'm home boys and girls... It's been a long and glorious weekend :) Last night I went over to koga's and spent the night...he was GMing... so I amused myself by cleaning, taking a bath, reading in the bath and watching rose red... it was nice just being near someone who's company you enjoy and not having any expectations or plans... just enjoying the moment... :) So at about 1:30am I went and got some Jack in the box :) mm :) And we ate and watched some more of the movie... at 3am I got sleepy and hit the hay... he stayed up and gamed til like.. 6am.. :)

So at about 2pm we woke up and chilled for a bit... after finally deciding what the plan was for the day we got ready and left...so I went and cashed mah check from my grandma in napa... and we went and had a yummy togo's lunch... Then it was golfland time.. OH YAH!

So we started playing mini golf but there were too many people on the course so we opted to finish the game later and go inside for some games ;) Woot! :) So I DDR'd and stuff... and then we time crisised and stuff... ( awww yah!! ) and then it was back to mini golf...

After our serious and refined golf game ( snicker snicker laugh ) we drove home singing to random shit on the stereo in my car and talking about whatever :) We got home and got ready for death guild. Before we went to death guild we had to go to mr.man's work so he could sign some papers... Then we were on our way :)

So Death Guild. It was interesting... it's sort of how I pictured it.. the music had it's good and bad moments... but I had a good time... I even tried a new type of alcohol.. it's called hypnosis or some shit like that... all I know is it's blue and it wasn't all that bad :) It was fruity :)

so I danced... and i made a total ass of myself to koga after it was all done and over with cuz I was being stupid and got all jealous and crap.. and I admitted it afterwards when we were driving home... we had a long talk about life and how we felt and etc. it was nice... and needed... :) And neener neener neener, I'm not gonna tell you what was said :) I'm just gonna say, I'm happy and leave it at that :)

So I drop him off and say goodbye after talking a bit more and then it was time to come home... So I thought a lot about things as I'm driving home.. and I'm all of a block away from my place when I get pulled over. Yah. That's all I needed... so the cop asks me if I like my car for a few minutes.. and I'm like yah... nice car... uh huh.. so uhm.. am I getting a ticket? He doesn't give me a ticket! I was like sweet! :) And now.. I'm home, I'm tired.. and cold! :) So night night my childrens :)

You're so cool baby...

" Don't you know me? I'm the new Berlin wall baby... TRY AND TEAR ME DOWN!! " - Hedwig and the Angry Inch

So yes.. things are going well... I'm happy with a lot of things.... and a lot of people....

So let's about the good and bad shall we? I have a moment to kill :) hehe...

Good:
Met koga
Possibly have a character for CAST
Losing weight without even really trying
Got to go dancing last night
Don't work at Target anymore...
Finally getting my life together
Got a sweet new dress the other day :)

Bad:
Might have to find new homes for my kitties... :: cries ::
Need to find a new job
Have to get rid of my car :(
Uhm... yah.. :)

I had this all planned out but now I can't remember any of it... oh well you get the idea...

So yes... stuff to do stuff to do... Luckily.. I don't have any errands other than buying kitty food that require me to leave the house :) Lounge day woot woot... unless I go visit some friends or something but yah :)

Welp... time to eat and make some business calls and then uhm... like... watch invader zim n stuff :) Rawr.

Just a little snippet o my past :)

So lately... I've been thinking about this time when I was a little kid. It was the summer before 5th grade and I'd moved out to Reno, NV. ( I lived there for a year and then come christmas major drama and back to Cali I came! ) So I was going to the YMCA summer camp... I started in the middle of it because of when I'd move to nevada so I didn't really know anyone... well me being the little social butterfly I was I started goin up to the other kids and introducing mahself and attempting to play in the all the little reindeer games. See at this point in my life I was a little bit of a tomboy.. I kept my hair like.. seriously short... it was a bowl cut right above my ears and shaved in the back... and like... being that I was all of 11 or so years old.. I didn't exactly have a chest so.. to be blunt. I looked like a boy.

so I tried to go play with the other kids but all they did was like.. make fun of the fact that I looked like a boy and so on and so forth... I was crushed... so I went over and found a rock and sat on it crying... after a little while the head counseler came over and started talking to me... He was a really tall, handsome, native american guy... I don't remember his name but he was sooo nice... So he asked why I was sitting there by myself... I told him it's because all the kids were making fun of me and saying I looked like a boy... Then he reached up behind his head and pulled out his hair tie revealing this long, raven-black beautiful hair... and he looked at me and said " So what do you think I get mistaken for? " I laughed and said " A girl "... he said " exactly " ... we laughed a little bit longer and he told me to go and try again... and I made some really great friends that summer... :) I'll never forget that... he was so awesome... mebbe that's why I like guys with long hair :) I've always had pleasant memories of them... but.. who knows :)

:: crying ::

My grandma just got home and told me I have to find homes for my cats.