NEVER HAVING KIDS!!!

SO.... if no one has seen me for the last... day and a half it's due to the fact that I was baby-sitting a psycho energy filled three year old. Her name is Trinity and she's my good friend's daughter. See my friend had a date and her normal sitter was going out as well so I was the only one available to watch her. So they showed up at about 5:30 last night. We fed her some dinner and she was terrified of the kitties. So then we colored and did a puzzle. Then it was movie time and din din time for us :) So we ate and then took a bath. Bath time was fun. She insisted on washing my hair with soap and like a gallon of shampoo and then wouldn't let me wash it out for like... days. She was funny tho. Then we watched movie... after movie... after movie... after movie.... after movie... and then magically it was 2:30am. I was fucking exhausted.. oh man.. So then she like layed on the sofa with me and out of the blue like passed out asleep. I was shocked! She was actually sleeping!! Then at around 3:15 and the end of Toy Story ( Why do I have to have sooo many disney movies?! ) I managed to slide off the sofa and from under her and go to bed. Then. I couldn't sleep! After some mental coaxing I feel asleep only to be woken up at 4:30 in the morning by her screaming. I went out in the living room and got her so she could sleep in bed with me. She clonked out immediately and slept until 10am. Then it was BANG!! Energy refilled!! Let's play!!! I dragged myself out of bed and got her fed and dressed and watching cartoons... by now she's become nicey with the kitties and was insistant on chasing them around and petting them. So FINALLY at 1 her mom showed up after her " long night " with her date :) Glad someone had a good night!! Sheesh... well now my day is going to consist of sleeping, eating.. and CLEANING!! AHHHH!!! My apt is a messss!!! Well... off I go. Into the great dirty beyond. And take my advice kiddies. Don't have kids til you're at LEAST 26 or so. It's wayyyy too hard. You may think you want them but trust me!! You don't!!! I can't stress them enough. If you still think you want them. Find someone you know who has a three year old and keep them for a night. This is something they should do with all young people who want babies and think they're ready. They should let them have them for a night and see how they can hang. Oh man. Need sleep.

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So..... Bored.... Must find... something to do.... So yes... I am bored.. so I thought I'd just start typing and see where my thoughts lead me. forgive me if this full of random shit but I can ramble like there's no tomorrow :) So my life. In a nutshell... is going as fate has it planned I'm assuming.. See I've always believed that things happen the way they're going to and supposed to happen. Life is planned out and we're merely puppets dealing with consequences and awards.. :) But thats just me... That's why I never try to worry because I feel things are going to be fine... Blah.. so I'm like.. ok.. why is never anything on t.v. on fridays? Prolly cuz most people are out doing stuff right? I miss my car... Oh so this is my import show plan. I'm going to only do a few things to my beetle. Basically a new and bigger muffler, possibly tinting the windows, possibly lowering with sport suspension but I gotta see what the muffler does to the height... lots of lighting... and a spoiler.. not much else.. little things here and there and maybe adding a blue pearl to the paint... now.. my plan is. once I get out of my financial burdans... like paying off my credit cards and junk.. I'm gonna buy prolly like a late 90's celica or maybe and eclipse.. not sure yet... and I'm gonna turn that into my project. Make it show/race quality and see where that takes me... I love imports.. what can I say.. some people can't see it for the art that it is.. but then again I don't see how some arts forms are considered art... so that's my plan.. I generallyd don't make a lot of goals because I know things are gonna come up that are going to postpone those goals even farther so I usually tend to just keep it to one or two big goals. Like my import project... Also... to maybe explore other outlets with my relatonship... cuz like.. I dunno.. I feel like we're just friends who live together now... not boyfriend/girlfriend...etc... I truthfully don't see us lasting forever and that's fine.. I'm young and there's millions of people in the world... but then again... I could be wrong.... things could change... so yes... I'm a little bummed cuz I'm prolly gonna have to miss my improv show tomorrow.. ANYONE WANNA GIVE ME A RIDE TO SF AND WATCH AN IMPROV SHOW BY MY TROUPE WITH ME? I'LL BUY YOU LUNCH AND GAS!! :) Who knows... maybe it's just not meant to be..... well... I think I'm gonna try to find something to do so I'll come back if I don't :0 ) There's always livejournal....