Oh happy days... oh happy days... :)

Well it's good ol hump day weds. :) For those of you not familiar with that " office " term it means you're over the weekly hump and it's that much closer to friday so it's " HUMP DAY!! " hehe :) I've been really good... I went to work all week so far this week. I'm feeling a lot better. I think I'm finally getting myself back together. Next tuesday is my 21st birthday.. damn.. I can't believe that... 21... that's almost a fourth of my life over... and what do I have to show for it? Nothing... well ok some things :) I can admit to that.. but there's still so much more I'm working on and I feel satisfied that it'll all keep working out for the best... there will be good times and bad times.. just like there always is... cuz that's life.. but I deal with it... and it passes :) So :) let's see.. what's goin on... still have my audition on sunday.. which is going to be soooo much fun :) Gonna be out.. spending time with my close friends :) doing what I love best: being funny! :) The kitties are using their new litter boxes with no problems :)which is wonderful! :) Pochacco is being soooo cute tonight :) hehe :) I love my babies :) Went out with Eric and Ethan tonight... it was really fun.. :) It's nice to go out like that every now and then and just laugh :) It was fun :) So so fun :0 ) And we're prolly gonna go to the zoo after my audition which is great.. cuz I wuv animals!! :) Welp.. allen is good... I think allen is gonna start going to therapy too... my therapist recommended someone that'd be perfect for him to talk to so I hope that works out.. I think allen needs that outlet like once a week... and I'll admit.. it's nice having that to look forward to..Welp... gotta go to bed :) Work work work tomorrow :) and I need sleep :) Woot woot! :0 ) Night all!! :)

Survey I stole from Jason ( TheTrader )

HAVE U EVER...

01. Fallen for your best friend? No

02. Made out with JUST a friend? Yes :)

03. Been rejected? Yes, who hasn't?

04. Been in love? Yes :) It's wonderful :)

05. Been in lust? Oh baby yes :) I am human aren't I?!

06. Used someone? Uhmm... yes..

07. Been used? Yes. It sucks.

08. Cheated on someone? Yes... and I felt horrible...

09. Been cheated on? Not that I know of... but it's karma if it happens...

10. Been kissed? Mmmm yes :)

11. Done something you regret? I never regret anything I do...

13. Last person you talked to? Allen

14. You hugged? Hmm... my kitty pochacco :)

15. You instant messaged? Al on yahoo :)

16. You kissed? Allen

17. You had sex with? Allen

18. You yelled at? Eric :) hehe :)

19. You laughed with? Eric and Ethan :) Cuz we are great artists! :)

20. You had a crush on? Hmmm... that's a toughy... Val Kilmer! :)

21. Who broke your heart? My guinea pig Gizmo when she died...

22. Color your hair? Ug.. I so need to do my roots again.. :) Been a few months

23. Have tattoos? No, but I want some :)

24. Piercings? My ears are pierced 6 times... 2 in each lobe and 2 in my left cartilage...

25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? Have a boyfriend now :) And my secret lover Rico... AY YI YI!! :)hah :)

26. Floss daily? Nope :) Damn my bad oral hygiene! :)

27. Own a webcam? Oh hell yes! :) WOO!!

28. Ever get off the damn computer? Yes... sometimes :) hehe

29. Sprechen sie deutsche? Du hast mich schizer... :) You hate my shit!! :)GERMAN PRIDE!!

30. Habla espanol? Si, hablo espanol muy bien! :)

Have you/do you/do you have...

40. Considered a life of crime? Yes... but then I figured... I'd prolly get caught or feel guilty... damn it! :)

41. Considered being a hooker? Giggolo? I joke about it but I'd never seriously do it...

42. Considered being a pimp? Nope I am a pimpette :) haha :)

43. Are you psycho? UHm... isn't everyone?

44. Split personalities? No.. SHUT UP LET HER TALK!! :) oh my god..

45. Schizophrenic? Isn't that the same damn thing?

46. Obsessive? Only about Hello kitty and anything that's blue or has stars... mwahahaha :)

47. Obsessive compulsive? Yes sometimes :) Yes sometimes :) Yes sometimes :)

48. Panic? Yes... I have been diagnosed with Panic Disorder and I take medication for it... it sucks...

49. Anxiety? I also have anxiety disorder and I take medication for it... it sucks too

50. Depressed? Man.. what is this... :) YES!! :)

51. Suicidal? Nope... Not that bad

52. Obsessed with hate? No.. Hate is a strong word

53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? No.. too morbid for me

54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? NO!

55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? Travelling all over England, Ireland, Germany, Scotland and Amsterdam

56. What would you be doing? Looking for a house :)

58. What are you listening to? The T.V. and allen talking to the cats

59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? Yes. I can bend my tongue 5 different ways and touch my chin with it :) hehe :)

60. Chicken or fish? CHICKEN!!! :) :: does the chicken dance ::

61. Do you have a favourite animal, no matter how lame it may be? Toooooo many toooo name!!:)


Current Clothes: Dark blue slacks, blue old navy tank top with a flower on it... grey bra.. black thong :)

Current mood: Tired, full, relaxed... :)

Current Music: See above

Current Hair: Bleach blonde with auburn roots in my " Looks like I spent forever on my hair " twisty look :)

Current Annoyance: My insurance company :)

Current Smell: I wear something different everyday :)

Current thing I ought to be doing: Oh god.. sleeping!!

Current Desktop Picture: This blue and white starbursty thing

Current Favorite Group: The Beatles and random house cds

Current Book: HARRY POTTER!! :)

Current DVD In Player: Rose Red

Current movie in VCR: Uhm... Moulin Rouge

Current Refreshment: The prospect of sleep :)

Current Worry: Getting up on time tomorrow and my audition on sunday

Current Crush: Uhm :) Vin Diesel oh baby!!: )

Current Favorite Celebrity: See above :)

ARE YOU...

Understanding: Yes! :)

Open-minded: GOD YES!!

Arrogant: Eh :) Only when I'm in Black Hawk :)

Insecure: Not hardly

Interesting: Hell yes!: )

Hungry: Nope :)

Friendly: Ohhhh yes ;)

Smart: I am so smart I am so smart S-M-R-T I mean S-M-A-R-T

Moody: Oh yes :) Sometimes :)

Childish: Only when I don't get my way :)

Independent: Yes :)

Hard working: Only when I want to be :)

Organized: Hah :) It's like... psycho organized and random :)

Healthy: Sometimes?

Emotionally Stable: Uhm... most of the time :)

Shy: hehe :) :: blush ::

Difficult: When I want my point to be right!

Attractive: I've been told I am :)

Bored Easily: Nope :)

Thirsty: Naw!

Responsible: I own animals don't I!!

Sad: Sometimes :)

Happy: Yes!

Trusting: It's hard at first but I warm up after a while

Talkative: God yes!

Original: Most of the time :)

Different: Always :)

Unique: YES YES YES!!

Lonely: Only when I'm by myself :)

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...

Kill: Um... Pres. bush.. he's retarded.. STOP BEING RETARDED!!

Slap: Well if I can't kill him.....

Look Like: A skinnier version of myself :)

Be Like: ME ME ME!!:)

Talk To Offline: Anyone who calls me hehe :)



Damn that took forever... :) hehe :) night all!: )